I am a freak.
But not such a freak that there isn't a name for it. Google "Marcus Gunn jaw wink" if you want to learn more about it.
Somehow, knowing that it's common enough to have a name makes me feel better.
"What a noble animal is man, splendid in ashes, pompous in the grave..." --Sir Thomas Browne (1605-1682)
The U.S. military has been studying the suicide rates of it's members and one of the aspects being looked at is the occupation held by people who suicide. A basic summary of the results of studying possible relationships between occupation and suicide in the military can be found here. According to the study the most suicide-prone job in the military is:
French horn player
Yeah. I suppose if my job was to blow on a horn I'd eventually want to kill myself, too. At least whistle blowers can have some sense of purpose in life from what they do.